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Quentin Smith, 23

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[pharmacy]

I mean my friends usually just open up with whatever they wanna say

I mean most of them havent fucked my face hard enough to give me a concussion, but even those friends are pretty forward

[cacotopia]

"most of" ok miss thing i see you

[pharmacy]

I'm trying to say "you're welcome" without coming off like a douchebag

I hope it scared you off abstaining
I hope it scared you off Jem, but idk how deep that vein runs tbh

[cacotopia]

well that's a shame

and i appreciate it but nothing scares me

which is unfortunate :T

[pharmacy]

are you as immune to discomfort as you are to fear? 

[cacotopia]

depends

what kind of discomfort

[pharmacy]

like blood pouring out of every orifice
idk jem really well, but I've never seen her drop a bone

[cacotopia]

i get over it pretty quick

did she actually say she's dropping this one?

[pharmacy]

lmao no you're not that lucky
I'm saying i've never seen her drop shit, so you're in for a lot of discomfort if you don't leave her alone

[cacotopia]

i find it spectacular that everyone thinks i started this
where were you when i needed someone to say that exact same shit to her

[pharmacy]

I'd say you can ask her how many times I've said that exact same shit to her, but that would mean talking to her, so

don't

[cacotopia]

yeah, i think i'm good

anyway lmk if i can do smt for you
a thank you blowjob etc.

[pharmacy]

I'll keep that in my pocket

are you keeping your zadza vented? extenuating circumstances notwithstanding?
i know plenty of assholes trying to abstain for one reason or another

[cacotopia]

before i answer, do you live at the boarding house

[pharmacy]

no, I've got my own place
how is that relevant?

[cacotopia]

well if you did you'd know the answer to the zadza thing already

[ Petre and his roommates are pretty damn loud about it, oop ]

[pharmacy]

that's cute to say, but you were really losing it 
why so wound up? 

[cacotopia]

i don't know the science of the whole thing but
my guess is i got a little upsetti that she wouldn't stop making me bleed my guts out

[pharmacy]

okay but upset like hurt? or upset like pissed?

[cacotopia]

i mean
it's not fun when my face is bleeding
but i was definitely pissed

[pharmacy]

pissed enough to force a transformation even tho you've been sating? 
I can think of two times that's happened to me, and both of them went way deeper than "I was upset" 
Why let her get to you? 

[cacotopia]

what are you a scientist or something

[pharmacy]

thats me, a certified fucking jemologist
my years of experience tell me you're KIND OF sensitive about this

[cacotopia]

uh-huh
since you're such a specialist
what were YOUR two times

[pharmacy]

oh fuck off, like you don't know
like everyone doesn't fucking know