Oh, good. He's not trying to play dumb. That would've made this difficult. Ash's fists clench even harder — he didn't know it was possible. His nails bite into the meat of his palms, meat that stopped being sensitive a long time ago. He barely even feels them.
"Yeah. You had this all planned out," he breathes, cheeks splitting. His grin is downright merry, even if he can't keep his lips still for one goddamned SECOND. Even his teeth are shaking.
Of course it all comes back to the cabin — the goddamned, shit-sucking cabin. That was the inciting incident, Ash suspects. Figures. You save a guy from your demonically possessed sister and this is the thanks you get. Maybe Ash should have taken his time getting down to that cellar. Maybe he should have let Cheryl rip Quentin's other ear off with her teeth, and his throat for good measure, too.
It answers the most important question, but not the most burning one. The one wedged under Ash's skin. He was always too curious for his own good. His eyes narrow and his voice drops, a painful echo of the old days when he would tease Quentin, say corny shit to get him flustered.
"Were you thinkin' about it when I had your dick in my hand?"
The silence that follows is deafening. Most of it — all of it — comes from the peanut gallery. He can't see Claire or Elodie's faces, but he can feel their tension behind him, and he imagines they look at least somewhat close to how Lisa does: alarmed, confused, and so very worried.
"Were ya? Huh?"
No answer; at least not one that comes quickly enough for his liking. All the vicious mirth flows out of Ash's face like water down a drain, replaced with plain ol' viciousness. Before Claire can stop him, he kicks Quentin in the ribs, the sound his boot makes when it connects with Quentin's body swallowed up by Lisa's shriek, and by his own shouting as he struggles against Claire and Elodie's arms as they try to pull him back.
Oh, his heart turns over. He gets out Ash's name, at least, a dry sound that might as well be a cough, but he can't pull up any good explanation because...he was. Even then, even with his nose to Ash's jaw, fingers twisted in his shirt, lips split and twisting sideways and murmuring for him to shut up, you fuckin ha--ah--, there still scratched the dreaful thought--the awful ending that Quentin alone knew was coming. Had to come, if this was going to mean anything. He had to do it.Â
He nearly explains. Instead, a howl punches out of him when his ribs cave. The noise bleeds into the ground--he can't lift his head off the dirt just now, even to sob, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm--Ash--stop--!"Â
"Alright, THAT'S ENOUGH!" Claire's voice is like the final, booming crack of thunder in a storm. Warm, wry, fucking impetuous, and absolutely fearless. Big surprise she has the mouth to back it all up, too. While Elodie holds Ash back by twisting his arm behind his back, she holds him by his wrist, locking it in place. Must've been something her brother or Leon taught her. "If you don't want to see this go to a place you're not prepared to take it, you need to calm the fuck down!"
Oh, but he is prepared, and Ash has half a mind to tell Claire that to her face. The sharp throb of pain that comes shooting up his elbow makes him think twice about that, and Quentin's body gives him a final, less painful nudge in that direction. He looks so small, curled up in a sludgy mix of dirt and his own fluids. Fragile.
Ash has half a mind to kick him again, but the urge is just that; an urge, wishful thinking with no real follow up. What would be the point? It's not like it would make him feel any better. There's nothing left for him to do. The show's over. You don't have to go home, but you can't stay here.
"You don't know the first fucking thing about me," Ash says, staring down at Quentin. Free from tears, manic laughter, and hoarse screaming, his voice is clear and cold. His head, too. This is the most lucid he's felt since waking up. "You never did."
Lisa fumbles through the dirt on her hands and knees, gathering Quentin up in her lap. She gently smooths the hair out of his face, tucking it behind one of his ears. Maybe the same one Cheryl ripped off. Ash doesn't have the heart to ask if it is, or the energy. He just came back from the dead for Christ's sake. All he wants to do is sleep. Just go back to sleep and not wake up for a thousand years.
"Touch me again and I'll kill you."
"Ash, you don't mean—" Lisa starts, appalled. Her grip on Quentin's head tightens.
"He does," Elodie interrupts bluntly, as dreadfully final and firm as Claire was with her ultimatum. Another bolt of pain shoots up his arm and into his shoulder, but Ash ignores it. He's gotten pretty good with that.
"See if I don't," Ash agrees, his lips pulling back to give Quentin another mirthless grin; all teeth, no joy. The fun part's over, but he's not ready to let Quentin off the hook. Not by a long shot. The little twerp needs to know that he's serious. He needs to see it in Ash's eyes.
It's too much right now for Quentin to beg him to stay--to recover and make a little distance and turn this into the kind of shouting match that he thinks he might actually make progress with. He won't put Claire through the ringer of playing referee, though, nor will he reject Lisa's efforts to protect him. Even if he wanted to, lifting from her lap is a little too much to ask right now, nevermind keeping a fight going. But Ash puts the final nail in hard before Quentin can even gather himself to try.
You never did. Even through the mess, his face twists hard. "Don't--," Quentin slurs, tries again more clearly in response to that threat, "You don't--you don't understand--lemme just--"
Elodie's warning expression clears in his vision, and then he sees the animal smile Ash gives him, exactly the look of a trapped dog. There's none of the mania Quentin can recognize from Cheryl, from the mess in the Backwater basement. He huffs, shallow, and cuts his eyes sideways. Not now. Not right now, there's no reasoning now. He's waited this long for the payoff; he can wait a little longer.
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"Yeah. You had this all planned out," he breathes, cheeks splitting. His grin is downright merry, even if he can't keep his lips still for one goddamned SECOND. Even his teeth are shaking.
Of course it all comes back to the cabin — the goddamned, shit-sucking cabin. That was the inciting incident, Ash suspects. Figures. You save a guy from your demonically possessed sister and this is the thanks you get. Maybe Ash should have taken his time getting down to that cellar. Maybe he should have let Cheryl rip Quentin's other ear off with her teeth, and his throat for good measure, too.
It answers the most important question, but not the most burning one. The one wedged under Ash's skin. He was always too curious for his own good. His eyes narrow and his voice drops, a painful echo of the old days when he would tease Quentin, say corny shit to get him flustered.
"Were you thinkin' about it when I had your dick in my hand?"
The silence that follows is deafening. Most of it — all of it — comes from the peanut gallery. He can't see Claire or Elodie's faces, but he can feel their tension behind him, and he imagines they look at least somewhat close to how Lisa does: alarmed, confused, and so very worried.
"Were ya? Huh?"
No answer; at least not one that comes quickly enough for his liking. All the vicious mirth flows out of Ash's face like water down a drain, replaced with plain ol' viciousness. Before Claire can stop him, he kicks Quentin in the ribs, the sound his boot makes when it connects with Quentin's body swallowed up by Lisa's shriek, and by his own shouting as he struggles against Claire and Elodie's arms as they try to pull him back.
"ANSWER ME, YOU TWISTED LITTLE SHIT!"
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He nearly explains. Instead, a howl punches out of him when his ribs cave. The noise bleeds into the ground--he can't lift his head off the dirt just now, even to sob, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm--Ash--stop--!"Â
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Oh, but he is prepared, and Ash has half a mind to tell Claire that to her face. The sharp throb of pain that comes shooting up his elbow makes him think twice about that, and Quentin's body gives him a final, less painful nudge in that direction. He looks so small, curled up in a sludgy mix of dirt and his own fluids. Fragile.
Ash has half a mind to kick him again, but the urge is just that; an urge, wishful thinking with no real follow up. What would be the point? It's not like it would make him feel any better. There's nothing left for him to do. The show's over. You don't have to go home, but you can't stay here.
"You don't know the first fucking thing about me," Ash says, staring down at Quentin. Free from tears, manic laughter, and hoarse screaming, his voice is clear and cold. His head, too. This is the most lucid he's felt since waking up. "You never did."
Lisa fumbles through the dirt on her hands and knees, gathering Quentin up in her lap. She gently smooths the hair out of his face, tucking it behind one of his ears. Maybe the same one Cheryl ripped off. Ash doesn't have the heart to ask if it is, or the energy. He just came back from the dead for Christ's sake. All he wants to do is sleep. Just go back to sleep and not wake up for a thousand years.
"Touch me again and I'll kill you."
"Ash, you don't mean—" Lisa starts, appalled. Her grip on Quentin's head tightens.
"He does," Elodie interrupts bluntly, as dreadfully final and firm as Claire was with her ultimatum. Another bolt of pain shoots up his arm and into his shoulder, but Ash ignores it. He's gotten pretty good with that.
"See if I don't," Ash agrees, his lips pulling back to give Quentin another mirthless grin; all teeth, no joy. The fun part's over, but he's not ready to let Quentin off the hook. Not by a long shot. The little twerp needs to know that he's serious. He needs to see it in Ash's eyes.
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You never did. Even through the mess, his face twists hard. "Don't--," Quentin slurs, tries again more clearly in response to that threat, "You don't--you don't understand--lemme just--"
Elodie's warning expression clears in his vision, and then he sees the animal smile Ash gives him, exactly the look of a trapped dog. There's none of the mania Quentin can recognize from Cheryl, from the mess in the Backwater basement. He huffs, shallow, and cuts his eyes sideways. Not now. Not right now, there's no reasoning now. He's waited this long for the payoff; he can wait a little longer.