don't take that like i'm arguing it was worse than yours. or anyone elses. i'm saying i wasnt doing great by the time we ran into each other.
i was trying to help you. and you wanted to start shit instead. i remember thinking yeah lets get it out of our systems. i couldn't fight back against the shit i was pissed about and that looked like your problem too.
that was a bad idea. idk why i said the shit i said. you didn't sign up for anything that happened to you that night and none of it was your fault. i'm sorry.
[ Harlan is treated to another long quiet. While Quentin is grateful for the limited psychic input, the distance that allows him to feel his feelings as they splash up and weed them out, Harlan could probably accurately guess the reactions that roll over him. Indignation, insult, guilt.
[ Surprise weighs heavier than the others, though. Harlan is historically squirrelly, and he's squirrelly even now, but he's thought about this all the way through. He lays it all out and he's sorry. It's...nice. ]
happy to hear you say that. i've mostly gotten shit for it.
i don't know why so many ppl around here think it's cool to stand by and let your friends be tortured and raped.
uhh khoriya was my co-conspirator. i used my magic on jordana to get her to help--she was a guard--but i think she wanted to do it. on some level.
nick and lorna helped. tried to get iggy and javert but they wouldn't leave.
idk some others? i broke off and tried to get finch but he was monstered out and killed me. khoriya and nick rose hell after but idk exactly what went down.
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text; nov 4
should've bugged you like a month ago but yknow. i didn't.
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yeah, I'm back
it's more comfortable here than in the Void, go figure
do you need something?
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i dont NEED anything but i figured you were due for a check in. you good?
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are YOU good? did you hit your head or sth?
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strange put out a whole missing person APB on you. i can't be the first person to ask if youre good.
or is shit awkward now b/c of what happened at the banquet?
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did stephen yell at you or sth, why are you worried about this now?
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do you really think i'd hate you that much after one fuckin fight?
i was gonna apologize actually.
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okay
let's hear it
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don't take that like i'm arguing it was worse than yours. or anyone elses. i'm saying i wasnt doing great by the time we ran into each other.
i was trying to help you. and you wanted to start shit instead. i remember thinking yeah lets get it out of our systems. i couldn't fight back against the shit i was pissed about and that looked like your problem too.
that was a bad idea. idk why i said the shit i said. you didn't sign up for anything that happened to you that night and none of it was your fault. i'm sorry.
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[ Surprise weighs heavier than the others, though. Harlan is historically squirrelly, and he's squirrelly even now, but he's thought about this all the way through. He lays it all out and he's sorry. It's...nice. ]
I didnt want to start shit
I didnt mean to
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was that blue electricity shit your monster trying to come out?
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It wasn't all you
that was my monster
you got away at a good time, it can get messy
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DID it get messy?
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no I figured it out
I heard you pulled that prison break
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oh uh yeah. i had help but yeah i kicked shit off. why?
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who helped you? who didn't?
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i don't know why so many ppl around here think it's cool to stand by and let your friends be tortured and raped.
uhh khoriya was my co-conspirator. i used my magic on jordana to get her to help--she was a guard--but i think she wanted to do it. on some level.
nick and lorna helped. tried to get iggy and javert but they wouldn't leave.
idk some others? i broke off and tried to get finch but he was monstered out and killed me. khoriya and nick rose hell after but idk exactly what went down.
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who's giving you shit for it?
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no one that belongs on a shitlist. i'm catching a lot of flak for dying before i could get out myself.
jughead thought it was reckless but he's in his little bitch era so don't worry about him.
i heard a lot of vt guards tried to stop it but idk who. they can go fuck themselves.
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it has to mean something when people stab us in the back
whether they do it outright or just by being judgmental
you did the right thing
for my money, anyway
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thanks. wish you woulda been there lol.
i don't. it sucked. but i could've used the help from someone who gives a shit.
kinda worried i just made shit worse for us tho. zlatka can't be happy about it.
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I've got better things to do than to try to make her happy
we're good
you and me
if you need anything, I've got you
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thx. same goes for you. lmk if you need anything.
on that note lemme ask again now that we're back to being bffs - sure youre good?