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Quentin Smith, 23

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[pharmacy]

why are you so afraid of this? they already know, everyone knows what you are and where you stand, all you have to do is own it!

[rehandle]

I'm not afraid. I will do what's needed, with and for the people who want it. But the rest are not going to abandon their life-long faith overnight because I said so, and this place does NOT need another benevolent dictator

[pharmacy]

now you're just twisting up what i'm saying, no one wants you to be a dictator, that's not what im saying 

[rehandle]

"Maybe they should be afraid"?
If they hate me for trying to usurp the position of a god who they love, what do you think the alternative is to make them accept me but fear or force?

I can't 'own it' my way into GODHOOD, Quentin.

Calm down, get some sleep, talk to me tomorrow

[pharmacy]

[ Maybe he's right (he's right), but the dismissal stings, especially after: ]

what happened to doing well, really well

[rehandle]

You did
You did

That doesn't make your every thought the full and final answer
We'll talk about it another day

[pharmacy]

fine
FINE
I'm going to ritual

[rehandle]

What?

[pharmacy]

I'm going to this weeks ritual, I have to blow off some steam! is that OKAY?

[rehandle]

[ He's so - ]

Are you asking me if it's okay to go to the sex party in the square?

[pharmacy]

no, I'm TELLING you I'm going and you're being WEIRD about it

[rehandle]

I'M being weird? YOU brought it up
Were you trying to piss me off or just check in in advance?

[pharmacy]

YOU TOLD ME TO CALM DOWN
IM TELLING YOU THAT I'M GOING TO GO CALM DOWN
WHY ARE WE FIGHTING

[rehandle]

[ OH

oh ]

I don't know [ Christ. ] Sorry

[ Maybe it's about time he takes his own damn advice. ]

🎀😭

[pharmacy]

bye stephen