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Quentin Smith, 23

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[pharmacy]

I'm telling you I did the best I could

She was losing her mind, Eddie, you get that, right? Like I wouldn't say YES to that request unless it was the last fucking resort

[guitarpicks]

fuck--- i--- fuck

no, yeah

sorry. sorry

i'm fucked up and this is fucked. i'm sorry she asked... and i didn't think you would just---

it's just all fucked. sorry

[pharmacy]

you didn't think I would just what?

[guitarpicks]

just--- fuck
i meant sorry
you don't seem like sort of guy who'd do it without a good reason or to be cruel in a crisis
so i'm going to believe there really was no other choice when she asked

[pharmacy]

and if I didn't have a good reason? if it wasn't the last possible option?

[guitarpicks]

don't let me find out :)

[pharmacy]

i have to assume that just applies to jem huh? or billy? you're cool with other people getting killed for ???? reasons

[guitarpicks]

i'm not cool with anyone getting killed, quentin, but sure. jem, billy, lottie, murphy, my people? i'm particularly protective of

[pharmacy]

right
okay



there are vigils, which you probably know about
there won't be too many, we tried to make it so she wouldn't be gone long, but maybe you'll feel better if you get in on one
it's supposed to be cathartic

[guitarpicks]

yeah... you're right, man. maybe it'll help

i'll get out of your head

🎀

[pharmacy]

be safe
she'll be back soon