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Quentin Smith ([personal profile] pharmacy) wrote2023-07-26 07:53 pm
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-04 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Does he seem like the kind of man that'd miss an opportunity to blame himself?
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-04 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
They don't need excuses. They didn't choose this.

What it truly doesn't do is negate the damage caused. It doubles it. Everything they did that went against their normal morals, values or choices was as much done to them as to the people they did it to.
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-04 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
That's up to you. One hurt doesn't cancel another out. Justice and forgiveness are both way more fucking subjective than anyone likes to admit.
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-04 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Because I've forgiven him for what he did to me. Now, you can choose not to, you can be angry about it, and I'll appreciate the sentiment, like I said. But it doesn't warrant you using it to distract from dealing with whatever's between the pair of you direct.
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-04 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Did he tell you that?
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-04 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
So you're assuming. That it was entirely fabricated, or that he used something pre-existing to his advantage?
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-04 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Just trying to work out if this is a self-esteem crisis or not.
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-05 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to tell you how he feels, or how you should feel about it. But he'll be as aware as I am that it would've been salt in a wound.

And I never said that I didn't think you could back it up, by the way.
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-05 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Jesus fucking Christ.

[This? Again?]

Do I look like I can't speak for myself? That I need the words put in my mouth? Because the amount of people insisting on doing it is starting to truly test my patience.
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-05 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I've already said what I think. The thing I've not done is tell you what to think.
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-06 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
What about me do you need to get your head around?
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[personal profile] interior 2024-02-07 11:20 am (UTC)(link)
You had a rough month.

[Which is more dry levity than dismissal, but could be taken as the latter, so:]

I helped you at a time when you needed it. Attachment developing from that isn't weird, but if you're experiencing severe anxiety then we need to work it through.

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