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Quentin Smith, 23

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[oomfies]

[ Yes. ]

no

[pharmacy]

[ hm ]

He's my friend
I know he can do better if someone is willing to set him straight, not just beat him down

I can turn off caring about him
It doesn't mean I don't care about you
Or Murphy
Or anyone else

[oomfies]

sure

[ Eventually, after a pause: ]

i dont think he will
and i dont think he can
bc i didnt 'beat him down'
that's just how he is and no one can change that
even after the last time he did shit to me he just tried gaslighting me

but do what u want!

[pharmacy]

I feel like as soon as we started getting to know each other, I started screwing things up right away

[oomfies]

what makes u say that?

[pharmacy]

idk sth about pissing you off that night you were at my place and babysitting a bastard just feels like losing points

[oomfies]

oh LOL that?

completely forgot abt that

yeah u lost major points

[pharmacy]

okay

I'm sorry
I'm not gonna let this bother you again

[oomfies]

[ Her lips press into a fine line. Lottie doesn't want to hear that right now, not when she wants to be mad at him. Not when she can't even count on that promise. ]

it's cool
you have ur priorities so u do you ❤

🎀

[pharmacy]

💙