He was very kind at first. Not just flirting. He wanted to spend time alone, and when we did, I felt like I was the center of the world.
At Lottie's birthday, we were kissing. He seemed distracted, but I'd been drinking. Then, after I was naked, he just left. Like he didn't even want to touch me. Like he'd never been interested in me at all, or I was something repulsive.
And I was so upset. I felt disgusting. Like nobody else in the world would want me and I was stupid to think they would.
Except I knew one person would. So I went and found him instead.
(cw: refs to dubcon, insecurity, and grooming)
He was very kind at first. Not just flirting. He wanted to spend time alone, and when we did, I felt like I was the center of the world.
At Lottie's birthday, we were kissing. He seemed distracted, but I'd been drinking. Then, after I was naked, he just left. Like he didn't even want to touch me. Like he'd never been interested in me at all, or I was something repulsive.
And I was so upset. I felt disgusting. Like nobody else in the world would want me and I was stupid to think they would.
Except I knew one person would. So I went and found him instead.
Felipe didn't talk to me after. Not for a while.