Harlan-- [ He keens, protests, pleads because he can't take it. He can't take it, but he doesn't want it to end either. When it tilts into the swelling, ever increasing pain, he turns the dial and it feels so so so so--Quentin sobs. ] I wanna die, fuck--I want it to stop, put me out. Putmeout put me out--
cw: suicidal...vibes